This Time

Wake up laying in the bed.

From a nightmare of seeing the dead surrounding me.

Visualizing how spirits can hunt the living.

So as I lay I thank God I’m still awake.

Drowned just yesterday in my sorrows.

Feeling like time is now.

Standing at a cliff on the edge.

Looking down, seeing a bottomless hole.

Heard a voice say take a leap of faith.

Time is now, if I want to bury my past.

As I say my last prayer, a sign was given.

Didn’t want to see nor hear truth.

Lies of a liar called life.

Why should I fall to see light in darkness.

I thought living was being alive.

How do I believe a guy who enslaved me.

Modern day slavery, when I pay to die.

Pain is pleasure like bitter turned sweet.

Follow the widows peak to get peace.

Take the pill to start saving.

The more I do, the solution goes far from home.

I grab the cross & Bible to give life.

While jumping I never seen a vision so clear.

Brought myself to the point of what’s called suicide.

Being raised up from the barrow.

Born again religion tells me, free from sin.

 

Thanks, everyone for being patient with me. I have been working hard to sustain in life.

This year I will be getting back to the poetry and short stories.

Have a Blessed Day.

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Hello World,

 

I just wanted to stop in and let you all know I have had a busy schedule. So I haven’t been able to really spend time with you all. Wanted to extend my hand to let you all know I really appreciate the love you all have shown to me for the few months. Soon as I get free time to really dedicate I will surely keep the post coming. Right now all is well, God is good, my ladies are fine and I am Blessed and highly favored in the storms I face. Anyone that wants to stay informed email the blog address, so I can communicate.  Oh yes stay tuned because I am putting somethings together to put my book into progress.

 

Have a good day, and be Blessed.

 

You Never know Who Will Call

The phone call of my life, was today. It was from a dear friend, offering me internal peace. Telling me every time I lay down to rest, I can just sleep. The sound of his voice, made me look deep within. Letting me know I will always have him as a friend. He said I will always be with you through the times you need someone the most. It made me feel cared for because when I do need a shoulder to lean on, there is no one to rely on. So the comfort he put on my heart helped me come to my senses. It’s not always about who is there for you, it’s about who are you there for when that person needs someone. I felt like my dear friend was poetic all because he had a way with words that sounded like no other. At times I tend to talk to myself, since I feel like nobody cares. During his phone call he told me I am someone that you talk to even when you feel like no ones listening. Man I can tell the conversation was getting deep. So I started to change the subject, and he reached out to speak some more. He confirmed I do have a spirit in me, that is bothered by things in life. He  said just listen to this last statement if nothing more,  my protection and love for you is forever. Then let me know to go on about my day and just call out to him, he’s  listening when I feel he’s not. Thanks my dear friend for looking out for me, no matter the hardships in life. You always know how to deliver the message through the air waves. I shake my head because I know you haven’t forsaken me. My enemy is myself and I should learn how to look the other way. I hope I do hold on to your words and hide them in my heart. I want life, a long prosperous light shining on me when I walk and talk. My friend Thanks for calling, have a good day. You never know what a person can say that will help you get through your situation.

Psalms 121:5 The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade on your right hand.

AMEN!

 

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