This Time

Wake up laying in the bed.

From a nightmare of seeing the dead surrounding me.

Visualizing how spirits can hunt the living.

So as I lay I thank God I’m still awake.

Drowned just yesterday in my sorrows.

Feeling like time is now.

Standing at a cliff on the edge.

Looking down, seeing a bottomless hole.

Heard a voice say take a leap of faith.

Time is now, if I want to bury my past.

As I say my last prayer, a sign was given.

Didn’t want to see nor hear truth.

Lies of a liar called life.

Why should I fall to see light in darkness.

I thought living was being alive.

How do I believe a guy who enslaved me.

Modern day slavery, when I pay to die.

Pain is pleasure like bitter turned sweet.

Follow the widows peak to get peace.

Take the pill to start saving.

The more I do, the solution goes far from home.

I grab the cross & Bible to give life.

While jumping I never seen a vision so clear.

Brought myself to the point of what’s called suicide.

Being raised up from the barrow.

Born again religion tells me, free from sin.

 

Thanks, everyone for being patient with me. I have been working hard to sustain in life.

This year I will be getting back to the poetry and short stories.

Have a Blessed Day.

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Hello World,

 

Today is a new day.

Where it seems to rain and pour.

Sunshine to show through and brighten the day.

All the struggles of life can bring stress and anger.

Which turns into bitterness and pain.

When you think things are about to turn for the worst some more.

The light tends to shine brighter, than the darkness that rise.

Tell your storm it is only waiting to past.

Troubles will not last forever.

Every scar  in time will heal.

For every trial, there will be a judge to over rule.

All the tragic pleasures of life, overcoming the obstacle should take place.

Battle scars will be proven that you can with stand the fleshy  test in the world.

For every young man and woman in the world, there is someone to help you conquer the issue.

When two, or more are gathered in Jesus name, there he should be in the mist.

I really didn’t want to sound churchly, but God’s mercy I can’t deny.

He will fight your battles, long as you and I allow him to.

All he wants is a willing child.

I am a Godly man, that still live here on earth.

I do fall short within my flesh and sin.

I constantly fight my self on going by actions in God’s way.

Now I should not fight, and worry about feeling soft about being a Christian Man.

If God shows you love and kindness, letting you wake up give him praise.

I will not allow others to take me into a different direction of action when it comes to God’s love.

So stop giving those that wish upon your downfall power over you.

Realize that those that speak negative upon you are only doing what their spirit is telling them.

You are battling their spirit not them as a person.

It’s all a spiritual warfare, in the day of walking towards the King up stairs.

The real G O D.

 

 

 

For all of you that read my blog from the USA to the other Countries and Islands Thanks for helping me.

All of you that do read this, you are the ones that help me truly share my gift. Please leave a comment, or email the blog address Broadwayknowledgeblog@yahoo.com to inform me on what you think about my messages I give.

Have A Blessed Day!

Broadway’s Home

Hello World,

 

This day is starting off on the right track for real. I’m back where everything is big, Agg Town what up, Tripple D what up, Funky Town what up. Man I feel such a weight has been lifted off my back. Broadway’s  home, yes i said it I’m home everybody. Taking that four-month vacate from the stress in Texas was cool. I needed to really get away and build with my family, The Love Boat is going to be alright. My Pastor Harold Durham and First Lady Durham said the trip was going to make us, or break us and we made it. Not big on Christianity, but GOD provided that bond and love. Looking back at the Johnson vacation it really had its challenges and tests. God is that solid rock, I had to be taken to the King as Tamela Mann said. I don’t want people to think I softened up, I just know how to let it be known I’m not in the street life building my status no more. My ladies have really set me to reality, if I go who can they depend on to love them like I do. I know people will say they will help them out, but people that’s my responsibility to take care of mines no one else. So long as the Lord bless me to live, I’m working on setting them up for life.  My son that is coming  in God’s timing is really going to learn everything from a real guy, and see his dad stick around to handle business. No jabs are being thrown at all, I’m thankful for my sperm donor he taught me to be stronger without his helping hand. My dad Quinton Currie taught me to stand as a man with Faith in the Big Man upstairs. It took someone who didn’t birth me to teach me somethings about life, I’m bless to at least to have someone who felt I was important enough to love me. As a teen he had my back, now I am able to look back and say I had a dad when I needed one the most. He married my mom, and still standing with her for  twelve years and going. To my little brother that had his life cut short, I love you. Just know your big brother here living for you the way you should see life. Everything happens for a reason, but God know what it takes for people to straighten out. I want people to really know me instead of assuming they do. I’m mature and smarter than I was coming up. This four months away from the only parent that birth me, taught me to separate and love from a distance.  She did the best she could to raise to young men on her own, both in college. One married with a family, so she did pretty darn good. Angie you will always be a good mother in my eyes, no matter the drama we have so that’s what it is. Anyone that looks in and think different she had tough love growing up and that was history repeated. Connie Broadway has so much influence in our lives that she will never know, unless God let her watch in on us. I can live with the fact that so many love ones have been taken from me. God needed them to straighten them out, or show them on the big screen what mess ups they have done over their time of living. I love all you all, Big Stuff you walked me to school everyday. Grandma Connie you live through my daughter same bday and all. Uncle Arthur you live through so many of us it’s crazy attitudes and everything. Most of all my big sis and brother Charles and Charleen thanks for letting me and Dezi take mom’s attention. It would have been cool to have a big brother and let me be a middle child. Back to the mission my extended family has made me feel so loved, blood don’t make us any closer. I’m closer to my extended family it’s crazy how God let people come into my life and stay there even when I thought they had arterial motives. I’m glad to have brothers and aunts and uncles that want the best for me without even being from the same bloodline. I wish I can touch some people hearts to want the same for themselves, because as time is coming to an end with the world family is more important again. I am going to have to end this post on a note that people will understand I am blessed and highly favored through Christ that strengthens me. Only dude that you know that God gives everything to when the timing is right free of charge. Getting ready to get a new car, because he has better things for me. God puts me to the test with problems so much, I know he figure I wouldn’t be bothered by the weight. I always overcome, and do my thing with my ladies. They love me unconditionally and proves it everyday. I uplifted them from their home to take them somewhere I know they don’t fit in. God brought us back to his Country as my Pastor say. Thanks for reading my welcome back home letter.

 

Peace, love and hair grease.

P.S. Uncle Malcom and The Misses

You all made my last night there the best ate a crave case, and apple bee’s at the same darn time, lol.

One For The Road

Hello World,

I will like to let you all know I am going back to Texas in a couple of days. For those that don’t know I’m in Saint Louis, the place I am originally from. I have been residing in TX for the last five years, but decided to move back to the STL thinking that will solve somethings. Overall it honestly did, I have realized home is where I want to make it and not where I’m from. Also I have had heart to heart conversations with those I decided to filter out my life for the last five or more years. It feels good to put a foundation down and build something with them I lost contact with over small reason really. One thing about me I can shelter people out, but today is a new day and I will walk with my head held high and have no harsh feelings towards anyone that I once did. These few months I been in the LOU has gave me more insight than I expected for real. I enjoyed myself these past few months, it wasn’t bad as I first thought. Chilled with a few of the old team, Killa Cam, Meech aka Mardi, Big Cuz Tankee. It was straight to be back in the LOU to get things ironed out.Oh yeah Yakima Donald big sis I loved having family time on Mondays for Hip Hop Atlanta At my crib. You and K Marie have a spot when you ready holler at you brother. Last but not less my grandmother on my real father side, Ms Johnson; she really genuinely loves and cares, just never wanted to open doors that I felt would’ve hurt. Now I feel it happened in God’s timing and it was meant for this time. We chilled for an hour and talked all about me and my ladies, not about the parents and I was relieved. It’s existing to be going back to the Lone Star feeling like a lot was accomplished on this journey, I didn’t understand at first. I actually hung out with three of my little brothers on my father side, they got mad respect for your boy who never grew up around them. I think everything is going to continue to mold me into something great before my appointment to see JESUS. I know I crack a lot of dangerous jokes about the after life in heaven or hell,but I really feel God gave me this sense of humor to uplift me when I hurt like using my writing as a weapon.  Anyone that wants to reach me use the blog email, or let me know and I will contact you by text, or phone. I love being a social butterfly, thanks to TX. Man that state helps me and loves me. The Show Me State does to a certain degree, but no love lost only gained. My SS Mino Johnson Love Boat is signing out for a while.

Please bare with me and stay tuned.

Peace,Love and Hair Grease.

Woke Up Feeling Good

Hello Everybody,

 This morning was great, had some one on one time wife the wife before starting the day. After I arrived at work the dark clouds started to surround the area. Of course you can guess what happened next, rain, rain and more rain. Though it is pouring recycled water over and over, it still is a good day. For those that don’t know, I am getting ready to move back home to the Lone Star state. I sent an application off to the apartments I will like to move into. Asking God to once again favor me and my ladies to get where we want to go. I know I was hard-headed and moved without his consent, but I have learned not to move within my feelings. Every time I start to think about my finances I start to worry, but God say don’t worry in good doings. So I am going to try to hold fast to his power and faith. I do know once I get back to where I belong in “God’s Country” I will be fine all over again. I should never let someone discourage me from being happy and enjoying myself. I vow I will put up with the extra stuff, than to move my family into an uncomfortable place ever again. I love  my family and relatives, I know you may be thinking why say both in the same sentence. In this case family is people you can argue/ fight with and still be there when it counts. Relatives are those that only come around, or keep in contact when they are in need of whatever.  Deep down I know I won’t have the dream team I want, but I can make the best of all the company from all angles. I will just have to separate the pieces and play my part to keep things assembled. The division in my families are keeping me stand-offish, not trying to be rude, just wanting to keep peace and hold me sane. It’s hard being a person that’s young and a black sheep trying to stand your ground to everyone that’s much older and don’t respect you in some way. Overall I don’t harbor any feelings towards it, I just know long as I got me that’s what really matters. Let me get back to what I really started off thinking about. Sorry for the loop, a customer at my job stopped me to help with some garden hardware. I want to do right by those that stand behind me. If I somehow let you down, hey don’t forget you let someone else down as well. Man I know how to flip the script, I’m good at that. This year I do plan to vote, but only for the politician that gives the better support for those in the middle class. Most likely Obama, just saying he came from the Chi where things are tough, like Saint Louis. I wanted to throw that out there, he has his motives to, but it’s not going to hurt blacks and browns like if Romney gets in office. I need grants and things of that nature to go to school, but being that he is rich now he forgot where he came from apparently. Then on top of that Romney wants to convict every female that gets abortions, but don’t want to stop what’s really killing us. Wow politicians are crazy, so I may not vote, nah I am. Lost track of time again so I am going to get back to my day job. Another out of space thought, I have gotten better with my spelling errors.

Have A Good Day.

Love

From the beginning of time love could be defined. Many would say it’s all about compassion and caring for one another. Love is an emotion of choice, that people prefer to show. Nothing will ever be able to conquer over love. When you are going through the pain of struggle or a bad relationship. Being in love is a little different then just I have love for another person. Being in love can be a challenge, when the mate is not compassionate about expressing the emotion. Being in love can take the hurt away, from having a bad day. Most people shield themselves with under armour to make sure they don’t get their feelings shredded. For instance I’m going to talk about myself. I am a person that’s always on guard for protecting my heart. Being hurt over and over again can damage a persons character in so many ways. Now that I realize it’s the bad moments in life that makes you build character traits such as love. Staring into the hearts of those you choose to love, can be deeply shared. Me seeing the day of marriage is a way to see how much my wife actually loved me with all her heart. Growing up as a teenager I made mistakes by saying things that pushed her away, at least I thought. Love tends to over shadow the wrong and bad in people. Some can see past that fault people hold inside, just to take a chance on love. Man it’s a beautiful thing to see how my Wife (Salina), gave me a hand in marriage. She really express to me her love, tender care, and heart for my worldly flesh. I’m so proud to have someone like her that is leading me with the soft touch and teaching me what true love is. I got into my feelings again, sorry about that. Back to the topic at hand, having love for another person is big of a difference then being in love. I myself love all the human race, but is disgusted with the ways of the ones who tend to do things to not love themselves and others. Love for a neighbor means you would love to see them at their full potential. Wanting them to do better in life of success, no matter what it is. If love is what God recommends us to have for one another then lets jump to it, and stop hurting one another because we don’t love ourselves. Love means you will make mistakes, but get back on the right path and improve your ways of loving. So don’t miss quote or misunderstand me, I as a person hurt people that I love with meaningless words. It’s never to hurt you intentionally, it’s all because I’m going through the emotions of pain. Next time you see someone you love or want to tell you love them, do it. Mean every bit of it, from your heart.

Love, Peace and Quality!

 

 

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