This Time

Wake up laying in the bed.

From a nightmare of seeing the dead surrounding me.

Visualizing how spirits can hunt the living.

So as I lay I thank God I’m still awake.

Drowned just yesterday in my sorrows.

Feeling like time is now.

Standing at a cliff on the edge.

Looking down, seeing a bottomless hole.

Heard a voice say take a leap of faith.

Time is now, if I want to bury my past.

As I say my last prayer, a sign was given.

Didn’t want to see nor hear truth.

Lies of a liar called life.

Why should I fall to see light in darkness.

I thought living was being alive.

How do I believe a guy who enslaved me.

Modern day slavery, when I pay to die.

Pain is pleasure like bitter turned sweet.

Follow the widows peak to get peace.

Take the pill to start saving.

The more I do, the solution goes far from home.

I grab the cross & Bible to give life.

While jumping I never seen a vision so clear.

Brought myself to the point of what’s called suicide.

Being raised up from the barrow.

Born again religion tells me, free from sin.

 

Thanks, everyone for being patient with me. I have been working hard to sustain in life.

This year I will be getting back to the poetry and short stories.

Have a Blessed Day.

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Do Tell

Hello world;

 

Trying to talk to them, being very conservative.  Answering questions as they come, not receiving my responses. Hard to not mention my beliefs, due to all incoming aspects. Observing as much as I can, to keep hold on my full house. Seeing people bid on the call, just to realize I don’t bluff. So for those that bring Jesus up, that’s the Father over me. Yes I am human, so I try to dodge impugning. Everyone interprets things in many ways. Most tend to believe things are viewed one way. Not holding on to the fact that we all are born in similar ways. Life is moving at a rapid pace, some like myself has seen death’s face. Don’t let that scare you, situations happen everywhere. It’s a part of being birthed. As I can testify why did I make it, out of all the sperm cells. For the most part everyone has a purpose. It’s up to you what you choose to do with your choice.  I myself choose to act right by my mission. I want to make an impact, but in a positive way. Becoming a great leader, come from me being able to follow under superior guidance and leadership. some misunderstand and take it as if I’m talking belief. I’m really just talking life and survival. With my words I will offend, as well as enlighten people going through struggles. All they are looking for is someone who knows how they feel. So let your negativity be your owns, others need the help.

 

 

P.S.   Thanks everyone for taking the time out to read my recent post. If any comments leave them at will, or at Broadwayknowledgeblog@yahoo.com . Have A Blessed Day!

Thoughts For Survival

Hello everyone,

Let me start off by saying anyone that thinks life is not fair, it was never meant to be fair. Yes we all go through situations and ask God why. When really everybody says the same thing everything happens for a reason. So if everything happens for a reason and God allows it, then it must be to show approval. I’m a put it out there for you all to read, I have been living less than paycheck to paycheck for the last 3 yrs. Of course it bothers me, but when you think like I do you just learn to deal with it and go about your way. It’s like no matter how hard you try to do right, it’s always set backs. I was watching the vice presidential debate, and what I received from that was history repeats itself. Meaning when racism and hatred was at an all time high back in the day. Put two and two together and you will see those things coming back to the necked eye, and it’s just getting started. Poverty is now raising to the middle class and modern-day slavery is here. Every time I turn around the politicians is mentioning how it’s going to be either rich, or poor. It hurts to see how the people who make up this whole country fall for the mess they feed us. Everything that happens in the United States, is actually planned. The September 11th event was scheduled originally in the mid 90’s.  How is it that the Americans doesn’t read between the lines. Another thing you know it’s all staged, when in my history class during high school I watched Bin Laden train those kids without the green screen technology. Having a black president is even staged, like the Mr. Kennedy killing. I’m not trying to persuade you all at all, all I want you to do is read and watch how things happens in America. It’s wild how those that do make a career out of living off the system. I do agree with Romney about taking those that’s on Housing off, because they’re not the ones that pay taxes. For us that pay taxes for the others that abuse the system I can’t stand the most. Reason being is because when one of us hard workers that may have a rough patch, gets denied for help. Just because those people who use the tax payers money just as well as the prisons. I don’t get while the money we pay taxes with goes towards those that don’t deserve the three hots and a cot. I work  hard and sometimes can’t eat three times a day. Back to the Government I can’t stand how they only out to build the rich people pockets and the ones that’s need a break can’t get ahead. History didn’t lie though America was founded on lies and greed. To this very day those disgracing principles are still among us now. All I know all of us have the same organs and all have the same life spans. It’s just that some of us is not going to compromise our dignity to reach fame and fortune.  So now that I gave you enough to think about, just sleep on that for a while.

Everyone please take interest to be honest with yourselves about what’s going on in the world. Another big thought to think about, “Rich People” only donate and start foundations to get people around the world like the middle class to support them.  Really all it is when they do it, it’s considered a tax write off. Last time I checked donations is something you do from the heart and not for what you can get in return. For instance if I start a cancer foundation and gain fans plus a tax credit, I basically gained what I have donated plus more. Just open your eyes and think hard and be honest when doing so.

Please leave a comment, or email the blog address Broadwayknowledgeblog@yahoo.com to inform me on what you think about my messages I give.

Peace, love and hair grease.

Good Saturday

Hello Family,

Coming live to tell you, things are really progressing.

Though I have been going through the challenges of life.

With great test, come great wisdom that’s gained.

For family that I associate with every blue moon, I am living my life.

When telling people I am living a real christian life, most don’t except it.

So I just keep a distance with the realistic conversations.

Everyone doesn’t want best for the next, or like the progress for you.

I’m good for isolating myself, not to ignore those that may, or may not want to see me.

Now that I have grown in that area, I just know when it’s time to leave.

Being that I know how people can be, I just like to observe.

Back to the basics is what I’m doing for me and my team.

We living good, because blessings are around me constantly.

With blessings of course come the test.

Hate to say it, but Joe Budden said it best.

” God chose me to put a lot on my plate, because he know I wouldn’t be bothered by the weight.”

My strategy is to stay praised up and remind myself of that at all times.

God is my rock and conqueror, so half of the fights are to see me through.

As I continue my journey, I  want those that are willing to better themselves do so.

Life is to short, when you can not wake up the next morning and go to bed fine.

I am still highly favored and gifted.

The process of the first book is still in reason, taking time gathering messages to deliver.

My circle that consist of the chosen people I’m close to is lovely.

They all are doing well, going through their motions of walking.

My cousin Killa Cam is a future and prosperous young man.

He is a young man, that want to be a family guy as well.

All I can say every time I talk to him is keep it up.

Got off track for a minute, work is cool an old job.

Back at a job that I had when I first got married.

Crazy how I got a call from my old job already to receive an offer.

Funny how they know what they missed out on.

Long as I stay humble and continue to pay them tithes I should be good for the long run.

God like a man that’s faithful.

So may the church say AMEN!

Good day everyone, I am calling it a rap.

Everyone stay encouraged and know that it’s a test to get pass.

Everything happens for a reason.

Peace, love and hair grease!

Smile

Hello World,

 

Today is a new day.

Where it seems to rain and pour.

Sunshine to show through and brighten the day.

All the struggles of life can bring stress and anger.

Which turns into bitterness and pain.

When you think things are about to turn for the worst some more.

The light tends to shine brighter, than the darkness that rise.

Tell your storm it is only waiting to past.

Troubles will not last forever.

Every scar  in time will heal.

For every trial, there will be a judge to over rule.

All the tragic pleasures of life, overcoming the obstacle should take place.

Battle scars will be proven that you can with stand the fleshy  test in the world.

For every young man and woman in the world, there is someone to help you conquer the issue.

When two, or more are gathered in Jesus name, there he should be in the mist.

I really didn’t want to sound churchly, but God’s mercy I can’t deny.

He will fight your battles, long as you and I allow him to.

All he wants is a willing child.

I am a Godly man, that still live here on earth.

I do fall short within my flesh and sin.

I constantly fight my self on going by actions in God’s way.

Now I should not fight, and worry about feeling soft about being a Christian Man.

If God shows you love and kindness, letting you wake up give him praise.

I will not allow others to take me into a different direction of action when it comes to God’s love.

So stop giving those that wish upon your downfall power over you.

Realize that those that speak negative upon you are only doing what their spirit is telling them.

You are battling their spirit not them as a person.

It’s all a spiritual warfare, in the day of walking towards the King up stairs.

The real G O D.

 

 

 

For all of you that read my blog from the USA to the other Countries and Islands Thanks for helping me.

All of you that do read this, you are the ones that help me truly share my gift. Please leave a comment, or email the blog address Broadwayknowledgeblog@yahoo.com to inform me on what you think about my messages I give.

Have A Blessed Day!

A Type By…..

Hello World,

 

I just wanted to stop in and let you all know I have had a busy schedule. So I haven’t been able to really spend time with you all. Wanted to extend my hand to let you all know I really appreciate the love you all have shown to me for the few months. Soon as I get free time to really dedicate I will surely keep the post coming. Right now all is well, God is good, my ladies are fine and I am Blessed and highly favored in the storms I face. Anyone that wants to stay informed email the blog address, so I can communicate.  Oh yes stay tuned because I am putting somethings together to put my book into progress.

 

Have a good day, and be Blessed.

 

Broadway’s Home

Hello World,

 

This day is starting off on the right track for real. I’m back where everything is big, Agg Town what up, Tripple D what up, Funky Town what up. Man I feel such a weight has been lifted off my back. Broadway’s  home, yes i said it I’m home everybody. Taking that four-month vacate from the stress in Texas was cool. I needed to really get away and build with my family, The Love Boat is going to be alright. My Pastor Harold Durham and First Lady Durham said the trip was going to make us, or break us and we made it. Not big on Christianity, but GOD provided that bond and love. Looking back at the Johnson vacation it really had its challenges and tests. God is that solid rock, I had to be taken to the King as Tamela Mann said. I don’t want people to think I softened up, I just know how to let it be known I’m not in the street life building my status no more. My ladies have really set me to reality, if I go who can they depend on to love them like I do. I know people will say they will help them out, but people that’s my responsibility to take care of mines no one else. So long as the Lord bless me to live, I’m working on setting them up for life.  My son that is coming  in God’s timing is really going to learn everything from a real guy, and see his dad stick around to handle business. No jabs are being thrown at all, I’m thankful for my sperm donor he taught me to be stronger without his helping hand. My dad Quinton Currie taught me to stand as a man with Faith in the Big Man upstairs. It took someone who didn’t birth me to teach me somethings about life, I’m bless to at least to have someone who felt I was important enough to love me. As a teen he had my back, now I am able to look back and say I had a dad when I needed one the most. He married my mom, and still standing with her for  twelve years and going. To my little brother that had his life cut short, I love you. Just know your big brother here living for you the way you should see life. Everything happens for a reason, but God know what it takes for people to straighten out. I want people to really know me instead of assuming they do. I’m mature and smarter than I was coming up. This four months away from the only parent that birth me, taught me to separate and love from a distance.  She did the best she could to raise to young men on her own, both in college. One married with a family, so she did pretty darn good. Angie you will always be a good mother in my eyes, no matter the drama we have so that’s what it is. Anyone that looks in and think different she had tough love growing up and that was history repeated. Connie Broadway has so much influence in our lives that she will never know, unless God let her watch in on us. I can live with the fact that so many love ones have been taken from me. God needed them to straighten them out, or show them on the big screen what mess ups they have done over their time of living. I love all you all, Big Stuff you walked me to school everyday. Grandma Connie you live through my daughter same bday and all. Uncle Arthur you live through so many of us it’s crazy attitudes and everything. Most of all my big sis and brother Charles and Charleen thanks for letting me and Dezi take mom’s attention. It would have been cool to have a big brother and let me be a middle child. Back to the mission my extended family has made me feel so loved, blood don’t make us any closer. I’m closer to my extended family it’s crazy how God let people come into my life and stay there even when I thought they had arterial motives. I’m glad to have brothers and aunts and uncles that want the best for me without even being from the same bloodline. I wish I can touch some people hearts to want the same for themselves, because as time is coming to an end with the world family is more important again. I am going to have to end this post on a note that people will understand I am blessed and highly favored through Christ that strengthens me. Only dude that you know that God gives everything to when the timing is right free of charge. Getting ready to get a new car, because he has better things for me. God puts me to the test with problems so much, I know he figure I wouldn’t be bothered by the weight. I always overcome, and do my thing with my ladies. They love me unconditionally and proves it everyday. I uplifted them from their home to take them somewhere I know they don’t fit in. God brought us back to his Country as my Pastor say. Thanks for reading my welcome back home letter.

 

Peace, love and hair grease.

P.S. Uncle Malcom and The Misses

You all made my last night there the best ate a crave case, and apple bee’s at the same darn time, lol.