This Time

Wake up laying in the bed.

From a nightmare of seeing the dead surrounding me.

Visualizing how spirits can hunt the living.

So as I lay I thank God I’m still awake.

Drowned just yesterday in my sorrows.

Feeling like time is now.

Standing at a cliff on the edge.

Looking down, seeing a bottomless hole.

Heard a voice say take a leap of faith.

Time is now, if I want to bury my past.

As I say my last prayer, a sign was given.

Didn’t want to see nor hear truth.

Lies of a liar called life.

Why should I fall to see light in darkness.

I thought living was being alive.

How do I believe a guy who enslaved me.

Modern day slavery, when I pay to die.

Pain is pleasure like bitter turned sweet.

Follow the widows peak to get peace.

Take the pill to start saving.

The more I do, the solution goes far from home.

I grab the cross & Bible to give life.

While jumping I never seen a vision so clear.

Brought myself to the point of what’s called suicide.

Being raised up from the barrow.

Born again religion tells me, free from sin.

 

Thanks, everyone for being patient with me. I have been working hard to sustain in life.

This year I will be getting back to the poetry and short stories.

Have a Blessed Day.

Do Tell

Hello world;

 

Trying to talk to them, being very conservative.  Answering questions as they come, not receiving my responses. Hard to not mention my beliefs, due to all incoming aspects. Observing as much as I can, to keep hold on my full house. Seeing people bid on the call, just to realize I don’t bluff. So for those that bring Jesus up, that’s the Father over me. Yes I am human, so I try to dodge impugning. Everyone interprets things in many ways. Most tend to believe things are viewed one way. Not holding on to the fact that we all are born in similar ways. Life is moving at a rapid pace, some like myself has seen death’s face. Don’t let that scare you, situations happen everywhere. It’s a part of being birthed. As I can testify why did I make it, out of all the sperm cells. For the most part everyone has a purpose. It’s up to you what you choose to do with your choice.  I myself choose to act right by my mission. I want to make an impact, but in a positive way. Becoming a great leader, come from me being able to follow under superior guidance and leadership. some misunderstand and take it as if I’m talking belief. I’m really just talking life and survival. With my words I will offend, as well as enlighten people going through struggles. All they are looking for is someone who knows how they feel. So let your negativity be your owns, others need the help.

 

 

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Thoughts For Survival

Hello everyone,

Let me start off by saying anyone that thinks life is not fair, it was never meant to be fair. Yes we all go through situations and ask God why. When really everybody says the same thing everything happens for a reason. So if everything happens for a reason and God allows it, then it must be to show approval. I’m a put it out there for you all to read, I have been living less than paycheck to paycheck for the last 3 yrs. Of course it bothers me, but when you think like I do you just learn to deal with it and go about your way. It’s like no matter how hard you try to do right, it’s always set backs. I was watching the vice presidential debate, and what I received from that was history repeats itself. Meaning when racism and hatred was at an all time high back in the day. Put two and two together and you will see those things coming back to the necked eye, and it’s just getting started. Poverty is now raising to the middle class and modern-day slavery is here. Every time I turn around the politicians is mentioning how it’s going to be either rich, or poor. It hurts to see how the people who make up this whole country fall for the mess they feed us. Everything that happens in the United States, is actually planned. The September 11th event was scheduled originally in the mid 90’s.  How is it that the Americans doesn’t read between the lines. Another thing you know it’s all staged, when in my history class during high school I watched Bin Laden train those kids without the green screen technology. Having a black president is even staged, like the Mr. Kennedy killing. I’m not trying to persuade you all at all, all I want you to do is read and watch how things happens in America. It’s wild how those that do make a career out of living off the system. I do agree with Romney about taking those that’s on Housing off, because they’re not the ones that pay taxes. For us that pay taxes for the others that abuse the system I can’t stand the most. Reason being is because when one of us hard workers that may have a rough patch, gets denied for help. Just because those people who use the tax payers money just as well as the prisons. I don’t get while the money we pay taxes with goes towards those that don’t deserve the three hots and a cot. I work  hard and sometimes can’t eat three times a day. Back to the Government I can’t stand how they only out to build the rich people pockets and the ones that’s need a break can’t get ahead. History didn’t lie though America was founded on lies and greed. To this very day those disgracing principles are still among us now. All I know all of us have the same organs and all have the same life spans. It’s just that some of us is not going to compromise our dignity to reach fame and fortune.  So now that I gave you enough to think about, just sleep on that for a while.

Everyone please take interest to be honest with yourselves about what’s going on in the world. Another big thought to think about, “Rich People” only donate and start foundations to get people around the world like the middle class to support them.  Really all it is when they do it, it’s considered a tax write off. Last time I checked donations is something you do from the heart and not for what you can get in return. For instance if I start a cancer foundation and gain fans plus a tax credit, I basically gained what I have donated plus more. Just open your eyes and think hard and be honest when doing so.

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Peace, love and hair grease.

Good Saturday

Hello Family,

Coming live to tell you, things are really progressing.

Though I have been going through the challenges of life.

With great test, come great wisdom that’s gained.

For family that I associate with every blue moon, I am living my life.

When telling people I am living a real christian life, most don’t except it.

So I just keep a distance with the realistic conversations.

Everyone doesn’t want best for the next, or like the progress for you.

I’m good for isolating myself, not to ignore those that may, or may not want to see me.

Now that I have grown in that area, I just know when it’s time to leave.

Being that I know how people can be, I just like to observe.

Back to the basics is what I’m doing for me and my team.

We living good, because blessings are around me constantly.

With blessings of course come the test.

Hate to say it, but Joe Budden said it best.

” God chose me to put a lot on my plate, because he know I wouldn’t be bothered by the weight.”

My strategy is to stay praised up and remind myself of that at all times.

God is my rock and conqueror, so half of the fights are to see me through.

As I continue my journey, I  want those that are willing to better themselves do so.

Life is to short, when you can not wake up the next morning and go to bed fine.

I am still highly favored and gifted.

The process of the first book is still in reason, taking time gathering messages to deliver.

My circle that consist of the chosen people I’m close to is lovely.

They all are doing well, going through their motions of walking.

My cousin Killa Cam is a future and prosperous young man.

He is a young man, that want to be a family guy as well.

All I can say every time I talk to him is keep it up.

Got off track for a minute, work is cool an old job.

Back at a job that I had when I first got married.

Crazy how I got a call from my old job already to receive an offer.

Funny how they know what they missed out on.

Long as I stay humble and continue to pay them tithes I should be good for the long run.

God like a man that’s faithful.

So may the church say AMEN!

Good day everyone, I am calling it a rap.

Everyone stay encouraged and know that it’s a test to get pass.

Everything happens for a reason.

Peace, love and hair grease!

Smile

Hello World,

 

Today is a new day.

Where it seems to rain and pour.

Sunshine to show through and brighten the day.

All the struggles of life can bring stress and anger.

Which turns into bitterness and pain.

When you think things are about to turn for the worst some more.

The light tends to shine brighter, than the darkness that rise.

Tell your storm it is only waiting to past.

Troubles will not last forever.

Every scar  in time will heal.

For every trial, there will be a judge to over rule.

All the tragic pleasures of life, overcoming the obstacle should take place.

Battle scars will be proven that you can with stand the fleshy  test in the world.

For every young man and woman in the world, there is someone to help you conquer the issue.

When two, or more are gathered in Jesus name, there he should be in the mist.

I really didn’t want to sound churchly, but God’s mercy I can’t deny.

He will fight your battles, long as you and I allow him to.

All he wants is a willing child.

I am a Godly man, that still live here on earth.

I do fall short within my flesh and sin.

I constantly fight my self on going by actions in God’s way.

Now I should not fight, and worry about feeling soft about being a Christian Man.

If God shows you love and kindness, letting you wake up give him praise.

I will not allow others to take me into a different direction of action when it comes to God’s love.

So stop giving those that wish upon your downfall power over you.

Realize that those that speak negative upon you are only doing what their spirit is telling them.

You are battling their spirit not them as a person.

It’s all a spiritual warfare, in the day of walking towards the King up stairs.

The real G O D.

 

 

 

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Woke Up Feeling Good

Hello Everybody,

 This morning was great, had some one on one time wife the wife before starting the day. After I arrived at work the dark clouds started to surround the area. Of course you can guess what happened next, rain, rain and more rain. Though it is pouring recycled water over and over, it still is a good day. For those that don’t know, I am getting ready to move back home to the Lone Star state. I sent an application off to the apartments I will like to move into. Asking God to once again favor me and my ladies to get where we want to go. I know I was hard-headed and moved without his consent, but I have learned not to move within my feelings. Every time I start to think about my finances I start to worry, but God say don’t worry in good doings. So I am going to try to hold fast to his power and faith. I do know once I get back to where I belong in “God’s Country” I will be fine all over again. I should never let someone discourage me from being happy and enjoying myself. I vow I will put up with the extra stuff, than to move my family into an uncomfortable place ever again. I love  my family and relatives, I know you may be thinking why say both in the same sentence. In this case family is people you can argue/ fight with and still be there when it counts. Relatives are those that only come around, or keep in contact when they are in need of whatever.  Deep down I know I won’t have the dream team I want, but I can make the best of all the company from all angles. I will just have to separate the pieces and play my part to keep things assembled. The division in my families are keeping me stand-offish, not trying to be rude, just wanting to keep peace and hold me sane. It’s hard being a person that’s young and a black sheep trying to stand your ground to everyone that’s much older and don’t respect you in some way. Overall I don’t harbor any feelings towards it, I just know long as I got me that’s what really matters. Let me get back to what I really started off thinking about. Sorry for the loop, a customer at my job stopped me to help with some garden hardware. I want to do right by those that stand behind me. If I somehow let you down, hey don’t forget you let someone else down as well. Man I know how to flip the script, I’m good at that. This year I do plan to vote, but only for the politician that gives the better support for those in the middle class. Most likely Obama, just saying he came from the Chi where things are tough, like Saint Louis. I wanted to throw that out there, he has his motives to, but it’s not going to hurt blacks and browns like if Romney gets in office. I need grants and things of that nature to go to school, but being that he is rich now he forgot where he came from apparently. Then on top of that Romney wants to convict every female that gets abortions, but don’t want to stop what’s really killing us. Wow politicians are crazy, so I may not vote, nah I am. Lost track of time again so I am going to get back to my day job. Another out of space thought, I have gotten better with my spelling errors.

Have A Good Day.

The Best Of My Moods

 

Let’s come take a walk with me.

Things are really taking a turn for the worse.

You all should know I’m finally here.

I do need people to pray for me.

I wake up feeling hunted by the screams of people.

Telling me all the wrong I have done.

As they come to me one by one, I see no face.

I was once someone who could be calm, then flip out.

I know how it may seem, I’m a bad boy.

Never meant to conjure up anger, and bitterness.

I wish I could tell you my hurt, but you would only run from me.

As for me I see life as a ball while I’m shackled.

I know I will never see why the lessons.

One day it should come to a stop, and not be brief.

Trying to give my all, so I can keep you all around.

It’s hard how things don’t turn out like I visioned.

Is this the way it suppose to be.

If tomorrow is not promised, why can’t we stay happy long enough to see the world.

I want me and old homies to kick it.

All they see is I left and created a large bridge, to far to cross.

I can reintroduce myself I am Broadway.

I can not sit and watch things fly by.

My sister Chaz Jones let me know how to recognize the big picture.

She was my reality check, she was young and couldn’t overcome her obstacle.

She passed at a young age and left a lil man.

I wish I would’ve been there to help with the broken pieces.

Chaz you the reason why I know how a strong person can live and show no anger with the illness.

Know I miss you, I check on the fam every chance I get.

Let me know in my dreams if I am living up to what a friend is.

You helped me through a lot of tragic situations in life.

You helped encourage me when I got married, trying to be there for me.

I couldn’t return the favor, since I couldn’t tell Jesus not now.

Rest in Peace sis, I can’t figure out why you were the most positive person in my life even when you was timed.

Now that so much has pasted me up, I’m going crazy .

Maybe I attract drama, don’t know if it’s just the trend life is obsessed with.

I feel like hell on earth, is keeping me from moving forward.

Patience is something I can’t provide, since things don’t give me time.

Like you want to know, why I can’t say I’m going to make life treasure.

Most situations pull me under, and chase me to the winehouse.

Knowing I’m fresh out the rehab.

My dreams and visions can make you think hard.

Blink just once you can be consumed by my inception.

I feel like an old soul, why looking like misery.

I feel like I’m stuck in my time, I try to do different things just stay the same.

Don’t you criticize me for being me, when I don’t know who I am.

I’m numb to the hurt, so I’m overlooked and misunderstood.

Everything I know to do right, I sense to do wrong.

Hopefully my daughter grows up to be there for me, knowing how guilty I am.

Hopefully my wife can get to understand me, and don’t suppress.

I just want to be different, but still stay the same under the sun.

I’m always on the outside looking in.

I can see through you, even though I’m selfish.

I look in the mirror and feel I’m not desirable.

I don’t let up, so you can let me down.

Don’t dim my lights to slight me.

You looking for someone to blame, I can’t be that solution.

I pour my heart over my words and you still try to thrill me.

You can never drill me, to derail me.

I fall and get up and I’m still me.

Some of you all say you love me, but then somehow it’s not the same.

Most of you don’t see my growth, only my failures in some positions.

Some folks are so naive, not me I go insane.

I’m immune to the depression, so it may be my brain.

High off more than life, got more than what’s in the pupil of the eye.

A lot of you always throw out thoughts like grace.

It may have to be unforgiving that I can’t move at the pace as others.

I’m only just being me, I love me more.

Uplifting you when I can’t get up, how does that work.

I love the pain, and suffering.

I’m successful off my own admission.

Long way to go, after I wake up out this coma.

I see the spot light, where the sun burns my skin.

We are like birds with feathers.

Guess the fake is going to relax the real.

Truth can kill, if you with draw.

I have to stay calm, being that the ones who probably love me most is dead and gone.

My inspiration comes from the way of walking.

Don’t ask me to break up like the balls on the pool table.

Stress and my soul makes pleasure, that cause hurt.

These are my issues so we never really met.

I’m out…..

Thanks for taking another ride with me.